"there is always a light at the end of a tunnel"

i`m back to europe!XD

actually i arrived 2 weeks ago(but you know ,i`m not the quickest at blogging..) ,waiting for my return to tokyo now.
despite of the fact that the situation about the nuclear plant is still quite unclear, i decited to go back to japan on april 6th♪
No need to explain my family and friends are going to hate me for that decision XD
(never expected, i would have to hide my passport from my family oneday..lol)

i left japan on march 16th ,which was 5 days after the big earthquake,
my family begged me to come back immediately and i got scared and confused of foreign media about the nuclear plant and the earthquakes, descriping an apocalyptic scenario...
last days i spent in kyoto with my german friends ,which i`m very thankful about...
otherwise i would have lost my mind because of all the mential pressure ;__;

back home and checking facebook i realized that almost every non japanese person i know, got the heck out the country for the time being,which is quite saddening but ofcourse understandable.
some of the people that left japan propably won`t return in near future, some of them will gradually come back.
right now, the dorm of my university is said to be close to EMPTY and i really start wondering ,how many of the people will be back to the university start in 2 weeks?XD

I don`t know ,wether it is a whise decision to go back now but...

as for me, i can not imagine giving up my exchange year, unless worst is going to happen with the nuclear plant, ofcourse.
I`m quite positive japan is going to be alright and fukushima problem is going to be solved ;_;
tsunami and earthquakes have already done harm enough already..
there is always a light at the end of a tunnel ,isn`t it?
lets hope worst things are over now..

i`m still up for my plan of studying and working in japan till end of december,also i want to spend the time with my new boyfriend..
i will do my best to make things happen, because i just can`t give up right now ~


love~
to make this post more colourful XDme one month ago,when my world was still ok.picture was taken at disneysea..i miss my me jane coat,i lost it at the airport in rome ;_;